Thats life

i am soooo confused right now about stupid men.

i dont really like anyone right now.

besides the boys who dont like me back.

there's these two boys who have the prettiest eye and are so nice and just perfect.

but they will never like me like that.

i know i shouldnt half to have a boy like me to know i am loved.

but i feel like i want to know someone loves me.

to just have the feeling to be loved.

its the best feeling in the world.

i am worried about getting asked to dances to.

i know it sounds lame but what if it doesn't happen?

i want to go to prom with that special guy.

but if he doesn't like me it will never happen.

whatever happened to boys and cooties?

Patriarchal Blessing

I am so excited for today. i am getting my patriarchal blessing!:) i am trying my best to be nice to everyone and to fast. i feel latley i have been coming closer to my heaveanly father... especially through the atonement. i have been reading my scriptures to finish my personal progress, and it has made a difference in my life. i used to be so focused on such wordly thing, and now i feel my focus has changed to a more important thing. i am so excited:) and i love how the gospel brings me so much happiness in my life. I hope i can be a good example and be prepared when christ comes again. i feel like i am developing into a new and improved kilee. never perfect;) but trying little by little everyday. I love the newer me:)