November 27, 2011

It is almost December and a lot has happened. I received a partial academic scholarship to SUU, and i was offered a job at Old Navy!(: I am at the point in my life where i feel like i am frozen in time. I want to be independent and move out of my house, then again i can't live on my own! I can't even cook! It will be really interesting to see how this school year plays out. I am drying out for the SUU drill team and hopefully i will make it!(: Anyway talk to you all later!

BAH

 i haven't written on my blog in forever. senior year is going pretty good. i just wish we had hot men at our school, that would make it more fun(; ahha. anywayyyys, my picture was put up in the school today!(: i love it! I am loving my uvu psychology class and dance company is great! we get to perform at the homecoming assembly on Friday. i am ready for college though. except i am stressed, no scholarships and no money for college. i have to look for scholarships asap and just apply. i just want to be independent now, and go to college and party! (: i am sick of the freshman at our school. i just want to leave! any ways back to the real world...
goodnight blogger(:

Breakups

breakups suck
they hurt everyone
but it has to be done
it's what is best for the both of us
he is going to college and on a mission
which is why the church says to not steady date
the lord knows what he is talking about
i know that if i hadn't had ended it now
it would have been harder in the long run
you will always be special to me
we will always be friends
<3

Taylor's Favorite Day!:)

Hello everyone!:)
i haven't written on my blog in forever!
so here is the update...
Me+Trevor= :)
He is so funny and amazing and so respectful.
Me and taylor are going to the color festival on Saturday which is going to be so fun!
also it's my last week of drill team!
 wow!
I have been doing drill since the end of my 9th grade year.
I am excited to experience high school without drill and be able to actually hang out with my amazing friends:)
And BRANDON IS BETTER:) i was super worried about him! i am glad he is better. except he is way too skinny. he needs to eat!
DANCE COMPANY TRYOUTS. Even though i was on it this year doesn't mean i will make it again next year. i am sooo nervous i hope it goes well.
 gracious! i am so excited for summer!
 i want the sun!!!!!!
also my spray tan is still here so thats awesome.
trevor is orange. hahahahaha;)
I need to ask him to morp.
Can i just say i love my friends?:) they are all just so great i love them so much!!!!!:)
i need to hang out with them more:)

I'm in love and i don't care who knows it!!!!;)

oh my freken heck.

sweethearts was so fun.

spencer is just amazing.

i think about him all of the time.

why do i do that

cause he is a babe;)

i love my friends

we know how to have fun.

i also enjoy chocolate fountains

and creepers on tracks. haha jk;)

i didnt want that day to end.

it was one of the best days ever!!!

:)

kilee is very smiley right now:)

Thats life

i am soooo confused right now about stupid men.

i dont really like anyone right now.

besides the boys who dont like me back.

there's these two boys who have the prettiest eye and are so nice and just perfect.

but they will never like me like that.

i know i shouldnt half to have a boy like me to know i am loved.

but i feel like i want to know someone loves me.

to just have the feeling to be loved.

its the best feeling in the world.

i am worried about getting asked to dances to.

i know it sounds lame but what if it doesn't happen?

i want to go to prom with that special guy.

but if he doesn't like me it will never happen.

whatever happened to boys and cooties?

Patriarchal Blessing

I am so excited for today. i am getting my patriarchal blessing!:) i am trying my best to be nice to everyone and to fast. i feel latley i have been coming closer to my heaveanly father... especially through the atonement. i have been reading my scriptures to finish my personal progress, and it has made a difference in my life. i used to be so focused on such wordly thing, and now i feel my focus has changed to a more important thing. i am so excited:) and i love how the gospel brings me so much happiness in my life. I hope i can be a good example and be prepared when christ comes again. i feel like i am developing into a new and improved kilee. never perfect;) but trying little by little everyday. I love the newer me:)

Taylor and Me(:

hey guess what?
so me and Taylor are in financial lit.
and we are discussing the time of our lives coming up tommorow.
i am going with the babester and taylor is going with well... storm;)haha jk. hes cool! let you know how it goes:)

Nerd Bombers

Oh dear... this was at our first competition and we were a little crazy then... oh good times.:)

Swimming!!

This is when we had our team activity we went swimming and took a how you say "High School Musical shot" ;)

Family:)

These girls are so awesome and work so hard! We have our own little family and i wish you could see how amazing of dancers they are:)